I'm going to miss this

As much as I have tried not to think about it the week is already here. The week that I have dreading for 13 weeks now. I go back to work this Thursday. To say I am depressed about it is a total understatement.

I feel like I am going through the grieving process. I have a running list in my head of all the things I am going to miss. I have also been listening to Trace Adkins Your Gonna Miss This and of course it just makes me cry. I am gonna miss this, I am gonna want this back, I do wish these days hadn't gone by so fast, these are some good times, I've taken a good look around, and I do know how much I'm gonna miss this.

I know your thinking back to my stay-at-home-mom post and thinking this crazy girl can't make up her mind. Well, I do know I would never make a good full time SAHM, but that doesn't make going back to work any easier.

I am so extremely blessed that my mom is going to be keeping my babies. I honestly don't know if I could do it if she wasn't. I also am extremely blessed to have a job that allows me to get off at 3:30 and have the summers home with my family (I know all you teacher's out there are laughing at this -I use the term "off" lightly).

It does help to know that next month I get a week off and then in just three months I will have summer break (all though I am quite certain that those 3 mths. won't go near as fast as the past 3).

Any way today I am getting everything done (laundry, cleaning, etc.) so that tomorrow I can do absolutely nothing except enjoy my day. I even finished the sign I made for my door at school for when I need to do my "mommy business". I think it turned out cute....

Prayers for Thursday would be greatly appreciated!